lost myself for a while. stressed beyond belief. had a lot of shit going on. gained weight. fell into a food depression where all I wanted was sweets (which hasn’t happened in so long I completely lost myself). all that hard work for practically fucking nothing. starting this second time better, will not fail this time, and will get back on track with my blogging to help commit to the healthier lifestyle I want. i will update with my weight and all that soon. just fucking pissed off at myself.